He Was With Me

Welp. Nothing else was working. My way wasn’t working. I had nowhere to turn or no one to turn to that had any answers. The only thing I didn’t try was God. I knew Him. Or at least I thought I did. But it wasn’t until I was at the end of me, at the …

Yes it sucked, all that was done to you. You were just minding your own business, living life, being loyal to that person, that job, that thing. Then all of a sudden the rug was pulled out from under you right? You lost your footing and fell . . . hard. Maybe you even hit …

Just as Jesus is real, satan is too. Just as Jesus uses human angels for His purpose, satan uses human evil for his purpose too. The battle is real. Let’s wake up and stay woke. There is a definite continuous, ongoing, since the beginning of time battle raging in the spiritual realm but being played …

Dudes, be in or out. No half stepping in my life please. If I’m gonna give you my all then can you do the same please? I’m not into man sharing. No sneaking around. No double lives please. Just be real. Be honest. If you’re all in then cool. But if you’re not . . …

Like I said before, God must really think I want to be a bodybuilder. The trials He gives me are nuts! But when each trial is over, the knowledge and confidence that I build during that trial makes me superhero strong. I feel so feezing invincible. Alive! I didn’t realize He gifted me with a …

So how are you gonna give me my years back? I. Want. To. Know. They weren’t yours to take. You didn’t have the rights to them. They were mine gifted to me by God. I know you probably thought you were god . . . well maybe just God’s gift to someone . . . …

I. LOVE. THE . BEACH. I. LOVE. THE. BEACH. I. LOVE. THE. BEACH. Did I tell you I LOVE the beach! Just sitting on the sand and looking out at the horizon where the sky and the sea touch . . . amazing. It’s such a beautiful thing God created when He created the beach. …

Piss me off man! Wasting my years and time for what? Your pleasure. Piss me off! So not cool to use me and take my years away. Years that could have been spent with the next dude who actually gives a flying fig. Not just going through the motions. You’re a thief. So not cool. …

Alright so . . . God thinks I’m superhuman. He gives me trials so I can get stronger. Sometimes the trial is short, quick, and to the point, like a short walk after dinner. Other times the trial is hella long and ridiculous and crazy and I can’t figure out which way is up, like …

I think God forgot about me. I’m thinking that He thinks I can bench press 500 lbs. That I can take hit after hit and still remain standing. That I’m good. That I’m a Navy Seal . . . tough, made of metal. I think that He thinks that I’m so strong and so self-sufficient …