He Was With Me

Sorry guys. I have to get real gross right here. I’m thinking that all of those years God was whispering to me, my narrow ear canal was full of wax. I couldn’t hear jack. Nada. I mean I could hear but I only heard what I wanted to hear. And when I say hear, I …

Don’t latch onto me because I have a career. Don’t pursue me because I’m all that. Don’t call me and big me up with flattery and promises you know you can’t keep and have no intentions of keeping. Don’t hold onto me because there’s no one else that wants you. Don’t stick around cause you’re …

Did you? Yeah, I know it’s not easy. Succumbing to someone else’s plans . . . to someone else’s will. I know. But will you at least give it a shot? He’s not just ANYONE you know. He’s sorta EVERYTHING. He really is. And He’ll take care of everything for you and He’ll give you …

Alright. I’m done. Where is he? You know . . . the one You’re supposed to be stitching for me. Where is he? I’ve been patiently waiting for this dude. And while waiting, I’ve been diligently dating myself. I’ve been pampering myself and taking myself out and falling in love with myself. I’ve been reading …

I so hate it when God is silent. Like what’s He doing up there anyway? Doesn’t He know I have issues? Like I need help. Like really really badly. I mean does He really need to go into cricket mode? Is it really necessary? I see all the inspirational quotes and memes that say things …

Life is no joke. It tosses me on my butt sometimes and it just doesn’t give a damn. When life throws me into a tail spin, I can either hold up in my house and whimper in the corner or I can come out swinging with boxing gloves on. Though I’d love to crumble into …

Have you ever driven in fog? And I don’t mean the kind of fog in your head space when you’re distracted. I mean literally a hazy, cloudy, early morning, I gotta go to work but I have to drive slowly cause I can’t see outside kind of fog? Yeah. THAT fog. REAL fog. I have. …

Think about it. Does any of it really matter? We’re all here but for a moment in time. Look around you. Everyone you see now will someday be gone. I’m not talking about gone to another school or job or country. We will all literally be gone, passed on, never to return. I know, gruesome …

So many people come in and out of our lives on a day to day basis. Some we gel with very quickly while others seem take a long while for us to form some kind of relationship with. And then there are those we just can’t connect with on any level for whatever reason. Of …