Alright now, God. Don’t let me go out like this. You know what’s up. You saw it all. You were witness to it all. You LET it ALL happen. Nothing happens without YOUR approval. Your stamp. Your OK. So come on now. Don’t let me go out this this.
I lived it. I went through it. I slept in it and with it. For a long, long time. You saw my heart. You saw ME. You saw ALL that was being done. ALL that WE went through. You know what’s up. Don’t let it end there. Well, yes. Let THAT book end there. But don’t let it ALL end there.
Start my new book God. Fill my new novel with bright and colorful experiences and adventures and full every page with LIFE! Let’s make up for all that was taken. Stolen. Let’s click the refresh button and do-over. No. Not do-over. Nothing needs to be redone. Let’s do a make-over. You can do it. You’re God. Come on now. Let’s do this. Don’t let me go out like this.
I KNOW there’s more to it. You’ve got to have more up Your sleeve. I KNOW You do. I just KNOW it. So come on now. Show me what You’re made of. I mean, You don’t have to show me jack. I mean You’re God and all, but come on. Let’s do this Jesus! I’m all in. I’m ready to paint this new book with You. I’m going to use some seriously vibrant colors and patterns. I’m getting away from the monotone, safe, solitary colors and I’m reaching out for the bright hues. The multifaceted, take a chance on life, multicolored palette of chaotic designs. I want to help. Let me help.
Come on God. Don’t let me go out like this. They can’t win. he can’t win. The evil one won’t win. Not on my watch. Come on God. I’m about to whine. You gotta do SOMETHING. You’ve just got to. This can’t be all. Can it? Nah. I have faith in You. I believe in You. I trust You. You won’t let me go out like this. Will You?
You were there the entire time and I didn’t even know it. WE didn’t even know it. You were there in the dark with me. You saw EVERYTHING. I believed what You showed me. I saw it all. You. Showed. Me. Everything. And Your light . . . Your light was so feezing bright! It was so BRILLIANT. I felt You hug me. You enveloped me. I KNOW You did. And You’re angels. Those angels. So soothing. So real. They ARE real. No doubt whatsoever. It so was bad God. So, so bad. Like really, really bad. But You had me. You had US. You wouldn’t let anything happen. We bounced back. But not without You. You were literally and seriously the light in the dark. And it was so feezing DARK.
Don’t let me go out like this Father. Don’t. But if You want me to, I will. You know best. I wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for You. You wrote my last book so I trust You with my new book. You know . . . the new novel about me that I hope You’re working on. Like right now. Or maybe it’s a continuation of the first book You starred me in. Whatever type of book You’re working on, it’ll be AWESOME! Because that’s what You are . . . AWESOME! So I’ll go out like this if You REALLY want me to. But You don’t, do You?
But fa real God . . . don’t let me go out like this.
