PISS ME OFF!

Piss me off man! Wasting my years and time for what? Your pleasure. Piss me off! So not cool to use me and take my years away. Years that could have been spent with the next dude who actually gives a flying fig. Not just going through the motions. You’re a thief. So not cool.

Who gave the rights to my life to anyone else but me? Did no one get the memo that my time and my energy were not up for sale? That my heart was not up for auction? That my years could not be stolen? Especially my younger years? Who the hell has to right to go about THEIR life while pretending to care about MY life while we’re supposed to be going through life TOGETHER . . . with me? What is this? The feezing twilight zone?

I didn’t sign off on that crap! I didn’t ask for anyone to stick around who didn’t want to. But for god’s sake . . . man up and say something! Say you didn’t want to stick around. Say you were done. Say you had other things to do and see and other people to please and be with and to love. Don’t feezing waste my time! My years. My energy. Don’t do that. What an ssa! Sucks. Piss me off.

If you were gonna check out of us then you should’ve respected me enough to let me go. Don’t be selfish. Don’t hold on to me for your own enjoyment. For your convenience. I so could’ve moved on with the next dude instead of hanging in. Instead of riding or dying for you. Sticking by you. Supporting you. Encouraging you. Going into feezing debt with you. What was I thinking? I must’ve been out of my daggone mind. Clouded. Jaded. Blinded by love? Ugh.

Exactly who. Do. You. Think. You. Are? God’s gift? Puleez . . . not. Not in the least. Like not. At. All. And then you have the nerve to be pissed? And stay pissed? What the heck are YOU mad at? You’ve got jack to be pissed at. Go be pissed at your own damn self. At your dumb choices. At your selfish actions. Look in the mirror. Be pissed at that.

Hope what you did to me you don’t do to another. Hope that you grew up. Hope you now know better and are done with that bad behavior. . . though I highly doubt that’s even possible. You so suck. What you did so sucked. I want my years back. Now.

Ahh, but I forgot. God saw all. He was watching. So who’s got the last laugh now? Piss me off.