In case you didn’t know, God is always there. I really didn’t get this until I got it. You know how some things in life just brings you to your knees so you have no choice but to look up for help. Well, after fighting with bills and bills and bills and the possibility of losing our house, I decided to try God. What else did I have to lose? I was working, my husband was working but we couldn’t keep up with our bills. I just didn’t get it. Two professional people shouldn’t be struggling so much. We didn’t have medical bills. We were healthy. We didn’t spend needlessly. We stopped taking vacations and going out to eat. I just didn’t get it.
Hitting my head and waking up in that alternate universe was the worst thing ever. It came to light that my money . . . our money, was flying out the door due to no fault of my own. My money had wings and took flight. LOL! I can laugh now but it wasn’t funny then. As I slowly and reluctantly drew closer to Jesus, He revealed all. The only reason Jesus and I are besties now is because I had no choice. Nothing else was working. I had no one to rely on. Sure I was married but slowly I realized I was sorta alone in the marriage. The only one who was there with me consistently was God. And when I allowed Him to get close to me, He revealed all.
